Doubting God

Books surrounded me full of unique insights and well studied pages. To say that the personal library of Thomas Jefferson is majestic is unfair and inaccurate. Those books, his mind, are detailed, beautiful, and in some ways indescribable. As I stood in awe of his library, I wandered around simply trying to soak in the … More Doubting God

It’s Okay to Cry

It’s 6:41 p.m. on a Thursday. I’ve cried 3 times today and it’s not even bed time. Nothing unusual has happened today. I have just felt extra emotional. I am a feeler; a deep, extra- sensitive feeler. Over-sharing, uncontrolled crying and intense feelings have been a part of my life for as long as I … More It’s Okay to Cry

What I Want to Remember on the 2 Year Anniversary of My Divorce 

It feels like a lifetime. It feels like yesterday. Two years to the day have come and gone since my marriage ended. Truthfully, I have been anticipating and dreading this day for the last few months. I am overly sentimental, which can lead to beautiful and thoughtful moments, as well as painful ones.  Today is … More What I Want to Remember on the 2 Year Anniversary of My Divorce 


An indescribable feeling Words across a page Notes played in perfect harmony A hand caressing your back The sun setting at just the right time with just the right blend of colors Neurons sent to the brain that triggers peace The frustrating truth that nothing lasts Elusive and inconsistent and unattainable at times Until it … More Yearning